Duane “Canine the Bounty Hunter” Chapman was so heartbroken after the lack of his wife, Beth Chapman, he thought-about taking his personal life.
“I simply hope that I don’t reside very for much longer with out her, as a result of now she made the first step, she’s by way of the gate,” Duane, 66, stated on the season finale of “Canine’s Most Wished” Wednesday night time, based on Individuals. “She paved a method for me. I wish to take a goddamn ache capsule so unhealthy.”
He continued, “I really feel like if I did one thing to myself proper now and handed away suicidal and I obtained to heaven and was like, ‘Hello honey,’ and would she go, ‘You d—ok a—s, why would you try this?’ Or would she go, ‘Wow, you’re right here.’ I’ll be like ‘In fact I’m right here. You left me. I’m right here.’ So, am I obligated to do this?”
The truth star admitted he tries to not be left alone for too lengthy as a result of he stated, “That’s once I begin fascinated by issues.”
“I lay all the way down to take a nap, and I reached over to the touch one thing, and it was the freaking canine,” he stated on the WGN present. “I don’t notice but psychologically that she’s gone gone and I’ll by no means, ever see her. I don’t notice that.”
Beth died in June at age 51 after dropping her battle to throat most cancers.
Three months later, Duane was hospitalized with chest pains, which he attributes to a “damaged coronary heart.”
“I’m going by way of some psychological issues, too, in order that doesn’t assist,” he stated. “I believe principally I had a damaged coronary heart … it’s going to heal.”
When Duane visited Web page Six over the summer season, he informed us his grief additionally affected his urge for food.
“Emotions are actually unusual,” he stated in August. “I don’t wish to eat one thing till I’m actually hungry as a result of I wish to really feel one thing.”